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Monday, April 12, 2010

Difficult week past

Where is life headed and what will happen to me? The path seems not clear and perhaps only a step or two in front is clear. There have been some difficult deep challenges this last week and yet to know you are loved by those around gives life.

Easter brought life but the road for most first had doubts. Mary at the tomb first looked for a lost body. Peter, we're unclear about. John believed and understood. And what about poor Thomas?

I have life and yet moments of doubt and fear and darkness strain faith.

Dear Lord, Although I am sure of my position
I am unable to sustain it without you. Help me, or I am lost. Amen Martin Luther